a not win is not a loss

I did not win this latest contest.  Working TV writer Doug Molitor continues to do quite well with his "Guard #3" script, though.  

In fact, many working writers win these contests, along with previously working writers who win fellowships.  Is it right that I have to compete with these people?  Of course I know it is, since they had to face the same odds.  

And besides, I'm better. . .